strength

As the deer panteth for the water,
So my soul longs after you.
You alone are my hearts desire,
And I long to worship You.

You alone are my strength, my shield;
To You alone may my spirit yield.
You alone are my hearts desire,
and I long to worship You.

I want you more than gold or silver,
Only You can satisfy.
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye.

You alone are my strength, my shield;
To You alone may my spirit yield.
You alone are my hearts desire,
and I long to worship You.

You're my friend and You're my brother,
Even though you are a King.
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything.

You alone are my strength, my shield;
To You alone may my spirit yield.
You alone are my hearts desire,
and I long to worship You.




Friday was a painful reminder of how much i lost and how things are different now.

Some were ecstatic with their results. For another few, you can just see their pain. But reality only struck me yesterday night. This is a school where only 5% of their student population get 3As or more. Although i managed to scrape through my promos last year with not much effort compared to some, i cannot get complacent. I cannot assure a victory because i know i wont be able to do it. Just look at that E for chinese. No i'm not retaking. It shall be my reminder. I dont wanna have to resort to having to use chinese. I need to really work for it. Forget the crazy stunts, forget the need to socialize, this is a year to really get down to work.


Andrew, i never told you this but i can never stop feeling that i let you down - in more ways than one. From the very first year we met till the day when i got my O levels result. This time, i wont wanna feel this way anymore. As you said, we used to be closer. Nevertheless, you're still important to me. You have been a strength all this while, whether you knew it or not. Thank you andrew, for these amazing 3 years. Congrats on the results.

Daniel, you taught me so much. Your capacity to forgive, your love for God, your patience with me on so many occasions. But you have a tendency to run away when things go wrong. You isolate and deny reality when you cant bear to face it. Dan, you are special to me. Someone i cannot forget even if i wanted to. So please stop running away and face those challanges. Even if you do fall, always trust God to pick you up. Always trust Him to provide. Never stop trusting our amazing God.



On a cheerier note, BRYAN LOW, I WANNA BE LIKE YOU ON RESULTS DAY NEXT YEAR. MARK MY WORDS.